I was the master of control and stopping in my drinking for years and because I could do this so well I was convinced that I thought I was not really an alcoholic. I even went for months during a period of athletic competition where I would only have a couple right before going to bed. The insanity was always a nightmare waiting to return and always made it's comeback.
Congrats on only having one though and posting before the brunt of storm returns.
Glad you posted!