Im gonna put this out here becaus its how I feel.
I feel angry and dissappointed. In the girls but also in myself. I have been in a world of trouble myself. From my drug charge, my felonies of driving while revoked and the jail time and community service. I made my life an open book for these girls. And they still did what I did. I feel guilty that there wasnt something I didnt do more. I know thats not right but I still feel guilt. Ambers last words to me before they took her was Im sorry I didnt listen. Well I guess some lessons have to be learned the hard way.
On a lighter note, Amber will be moved out of the ICU today and put into a room! SHe has another surgery scheduled for either tomarrow or wednesday. She has a good doctor.
I will keep you posted on how she does.