Hi acer,
I remember that voice.
It stayed with me until I realised that just staying sober wasn't really what I wanted. I wanted to be completely free of the desire to drink as well. What I got was even better.
I found someone who taught me how to do the program of AA from the book and not just by going to meetings (which didn't work at all for me). Using that method, we are promised that we will recover. The drink problem left me.
Others may know of other methods that work but that is what I did.