Hello, Blessed. Thanks for asking the question I had in my mind. I do not want to be resentful. I find that I become the Persecutor when I feel resentment. I don't journal but think I will really have a go at that. 12 years of bottled up resentment has made me feel pretty numb. I guess one can only manage a certain quantity of emotion and when the max is reached and it's all resentment, there is no room for the other good emotions. Love, compassion, happiness.......