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Relief
I have forgotten how to be me without alcohol. And this is only day 3, ugh. I don't feel like myself any more -- the skin and bone appears like me, but my insides are all messed up. I don't like the feeling one bit, and it leaves me wondering if I will ever be me again, and if not, then why fight it? Drinking seems perfectly natural, not drinking does not.
Early sobriety sucks, there is no way around it... you gotta walk this troublesome valley...
I am seven months... I now have many days when I start feeling like myself again... I have faith that I will, indeed, be me again... I know that I can't do it alone, my path to "being me" again has 12 steps, straight up!!
You can do it... Keep posting
Mark