Here I go
Hi everyone, I am new here and sober since just yesterday. I've been drinking a lot for the past three years or so. I didn't really drink before then. I'm not really sure what happened . . . my drinking really took off when I drank to sleep, I had a stressful job at the time. Then I started drinking every night. I quit the job and moved away from the city I was in, but I brought the bottle with me. Then I was drinking during the day, even at work (desk job). Most recently my drinking ends only when I pass out. Sometimes I wake-up with things in my refrigerator that I don't recall buying. UGH, not good.
But I stayed sober yesterday and will stay sober today. I will fight to the death if I have to so I can rid myself of drinking's misery.