Congratulations, acer - you have it figured out and know what needs to be done. Be thankful for that. You can turn it all around and have a great life. No matter what lies ahead, it can be faced best when you're sober and clearheaded. I only wish I'd come to that realization many years ago, before I lost so much. I thought alcohol was helping me cope, but it was just the opposite. We are glad you've joined the family.