I spent a couple of years ..studying ...reading trying to find out whether alcoholism was a disease..affliction...illness...blah blah blah.
And why me.......genes...peer pressure....enviroment......mother force feeding me brussel sprouts...blah blah.
TO ME........none of it is important anymore.....wasted head space...to me.
Whats important is that i arrest my alcoholism on a daily basis........using what i found found works for me.
AA and the 12 steps work for me...........thats what i focus on.
trucker.