Hiding, what would you like your relationship with God to look like?
How would it look, to an impartial third party observing your life day-to-day? What would you be doing, thinking, feeling differently?
The beautiful thing about our relationship with a higher power is that we can create it in any image we like....the tough thing is that you have to create the image in your mind before you can bring it to life.
I'd be interested in your feelings on this. What's your God like? When I worked out what I truly believed, I was astonished, as you were.