Hi Acer,
I am in the same place. I guess we just have to make that decision and then do it. I wake up every morning thinking about it and how "today will be the day" and then stop at the store on the way home everyday to buy a bottle of wine...or more.
I have also quizzed my kids about what I did. But as my husband tells me, Time heals all wounds....now we just need to get the time in.