It must be really difficult for you to be on this journey without the support of someone that has been a key person in your life. Having said that, you are a strong person - and you have proved that by being willing to face the addiction you have. You can do this without the support of your mother because you have everything to live for. As a mother yourself you can provide for your daughter what wasnt provided for you - a drug free home environment. It sounds like you have a great husband who is supporting you and you are doing all the right things by reaching out to others for support - NA, this forum etc. I wish you all the best and look forward to hearing more of your journey!