Thanks so much for the advice, however, my uncle won't be there. That probably was misleading because I said something about my aunt and uncle being there, but I meant the nice ones, lol. That not so nice uncle is not on my dad's side of the family. I just mean that I feel like I'm going to explode with everything that's going on; my parent's alcoholism, how irresponsible they are with my brother lately, and my uncle problem. I'm just so tired of faking it all the time and acting like I'm ok. I'm not ok lately.