Thanks sleepy goat.
Thanks for your post. It was good to get your input as you see it from both perspectives. I'm so glad I took the step to go to the meeting. I am planning to return this week. I've been reading the naranon book and the entries are both moving and thought provoking. I've acknowledged the "other shoe dropping" thoughts and I'm trying not to let them bog me down. Let's say I'm cautiously optimistic.