Here's the problem I have now though, I have a very hard time spending money on myself.
The guilt of what I've done and how much I'd taken from my husband and kids simply overwhelms me. I have no problem spending when it comes to them and buying thing to improve our home, but it took me 6 months out of rehab, (which also cost a small fortune) to by myself some skincare products recently.
My husband always says, "Honey go buy yourself something nice", and I always come home with something for him or the kids.
Don't know if I'll ever be able to forgive myself for taking from them in order to feed my addiction.
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