Originally Posted by
eeerooo 
I'm addicted to 2 substances and I don't know which one to get off first. I work and can't afford rehab or to go thru withrawls. I am just venting becaus I know I am SOL. I am drinking I must admit. But I just don't know which way to go. I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. So, the only thing I can do is vent. Thanks to anyone who is willing to read.
God bless you and if you are able to stay (sober or clean) more power to you.
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It seems obvious that you can't go on like this. See a doctor about the best way to detox. Can you get any time at all off work? Sick days, vacation days..at least enough time to get through the detox part.
What about counselling? AA? NA? This won't affect your work. Rehab isn't the only option.
Gotta start somewhere.