Originally Posted by
Crazy4Him 
I DO want him. I want the man I had before he relapsed. It's so hard to let him go.
I do want him.
Ok. That's something you can work with.
You have to let him go. Because if you don't you are just giving more of your precious time on this planet to a mirage.
I want the lovely man back who told me I was beautiful and lovely and wanted to marry me and have a little mini us. I'm not going to get him... because he didn't exist... and if he did it was for a fleeting moment.
What you have is here and now C. The past is gone and the future is unwritten.