I am making it through this day. Had another talk with AH, he just doesn't get it. The words of Elton John come to mind (or did Bernie Taupin write these words?)
Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word – Elton John
What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I gotta do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
Sorry seems to be the hardest word
Chorus:
It's sad, its so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
*Oh, it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word
Chorus
What do I do to make you love me
What have I gotta do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me