I am always froggy.
Ok wait..Whats a squirrel, an ant and a frog have in common? No punch line. Just my pathetic attempt at being funny. I know..Pitiful. LOL
Anyway..I am always hyper. I have been moving in fast forward most of my life with almost everything I have done. And my DOC is like super turbo speed.
So now I have a hard time living in the moment and relaxing.
I am really squirrely today. Because I havent had a smoke since about 7pm yesterday. I am stressing over employment. I am only a few weeks clean. The price of them is rediculous. I have no money. I am glad I am forced to quit. Because I wouldnt do it on my own. But this craving stuff is insane.
I am good as far as the drugs go. I wont feel anything for up to 2 or 3 months. Hopefully I will be better prepared this time and not give in.