Originally Posted by
Kindeyes 
I'm so sorry that you are hurting. Unfortunately, A's do like to see us in pain. They are in their own hell and they want to know others are as miserable as they are. When you are miserable, you are actually doing exactly what he wants you to do. I know it sounds crazy, but your misery gives him satisfaction. It's just the way the A brain works.
Thank you. Reading that makes it all easier. When I see him at work I'm going to be the happiest chick on the planet. I wont mean it, but whatever.