Uggg. don't even know how too start.
I really don't need this relapse right now.
I need all the strength I can get,
So much I have to do and so many people I have to confront next week and as far as I can tell I can't include the PTSD in the separation in Ontario.
May be able too launch a civil suit against ex for negligence and discrimination under mental health, if I can get police reports, record of PTSD hospital visits, a lawyer willing to represent contested divorce.
Had to pawn jewelery today to geet milk suger and cat food.
Meds are barely keeping me afloat.
Sorry just venting really, of course no support at all here for the crazy drunk lady. How do I get into these messes. I am so sick of still being victimized after all these years when I struggle so hard to stay a survivor.
Just need a little support, and kindness.
