Slowly feeling better
It's been two weeks now sober and it feels more like three weeks.
I'm starting to slowly(and I'm mean slow) feel better, .....been going to a meeting everyday but not Saturday and Sunday I like to give myself a break.
Thursday I went to my home group meeting witch I started a year ago.
I picked up a desire chip, I was so nervous my heart was pounding and I was shacking a bit. Picking up a chip when you've been away for a long time always feels weird.
It was really nice to see old faces and them see me and welcome me back.
Three of the older lady's swarmed me and bought me the big book, all three remembered me and gave me their numbers.
That night I went to a business meeting and agreed to come an hour early next Thursday to make coffee. I almost didn't stay but just as I was about to leave they were about to the serenity prayer and they asked me to join them, so I did. I figured I'd get evolved right away.......cause I've been super bored.