Bought a pack of cigs. Smoked one. Wow, felt really weird on my throat. I'm still edgy, but it cut down the intensity a bit. I'm going to eat some food, try to do some writing, and then hopefully I can fall asleep.
Cigs are bad, but it's better than booze right now. I need to make it over the next few days. Tonight is definetly harder than the night before.