Thank you
I know it's stupid to feel this way, I know I have a soul; good or bad. I just don't know why I keep messing up. I detoxed from drugs and alchohol (I was taking a lot of benzos combined with alchohol) last month and left early, then it took a while to get back in and I just got out on the 9th of this month.
I'm just not sure what I'm doing anymore, I just got laid off. I really find a lot of support on this website even if some of it is really harsh; thanks guys.