Originally Posted by
Iamlucy 
I hate what drugs and alchohol has done to my life and I don't know if I'm strong enough to quit.
Lucy, it doesn't really sound like you've given yourself much if any time to even see if you're strong enough. The thing is it's not just about will power. It takes more than that and that's what you need to realize. Something must change inside of you.
You say in both threads that you're sick and tired of what this has done to you. If that's true then stick to your plans of seeking help from outside sources. Stay on track with this. You CAN do it. Just believe in yourself. We'll keep kickin' you in the pants at SR but you gotta make this happen for you so you can stop saying you're sick and tired of what it's done to your life.