The worst part is that I didn't really realize
I don't normally drink and drive I got 2 DUI's within a month of each other when I was 17 and really havn't been in trouble since then besides minor traffic tickets. But I have a taxi saved on my speed dial and he's my friend so its pretty cheap.
The police knew I wasn't drunk or else they probably would have arrested me, thats their job.
I try to use public transportation as much as I can, I live about 3 blocks from the train station.
I'm just worried that I cannot quit, I feel hopeless. My mom knows everything and keeps telling me that I need to concentrate on meeting someone (I was in a previous relationship for like 8 years). I just really feel lost because I don't know how to get my mind to say JUST QUIT.