ToughChoices - Sorry to hear you're feeling sad as well. Hopefully it won't last long. I probably am just missing what I never really had with my ex. I appreciate your suggestions but just don't feel quite ready to date yet. Maybe in a few months but I feel like I've only just accepted that it's really over, as crazy as that may sound. I have been living in this illusion that we could still get back together. When I'm ready, I'm sure that it will help me realize my life is not over.
Still Waters - great message! Full bloody color, eh? That's about it. In answer to your question....I miss what I never really had - a loving relationship.