I was looking at some of the texts but didn't even want to ask which one would be good for a newbie like me. I felt like a newborn baby girl who saw the world for the first time yesterday, and I would like to go to more - one every day if possible, but I can't because of my commitments to school and work. I am all of a sudden just craving to be near other people like me; like my dad.
When I got home I came to the computer and looked on here for a bit but I just cried and cried. I am still crying. I am just so sad and for the first time ever I am telling my father I love him and miss him and understand everything he went through and wish that there were programs and medical support for him back then as there is for me now. Crying actually feels good because it's getting rid of all my shame and anger.