my entire life with him, as an alcoholic, has been forgiving. i will always forgive him, even as angry as i get watching him destroy all that could be his. and i will never stop loving him and hoping that one day things might be different.
thank you so much for all of you who replied to my post. it helps the heart to just talk about this.
freedom 1999 - my son uses that phrase so often....."it is what it is", and that is so very true - in more ways than one.
love, lucy