Absolutely get rid of it.
All you need is that one trigger to make you want to use it and it's right there. The trigger could be ANYTHING. It doesnt have to be a bad day or anything like that...you could be having a great day like I was when I fell into it again.
I drank for 13 years before I first stopped. Seven years later on a beautiful day, my trigger hit. I was feeling pretty confident and pondered something really STUPID...I WONDERED IF I COULD HANDLE A COUPLE OF BEERS HERE AND THERE. I found the answer to that...I found out just how much
it could still handle
me!
Beginning with that first day back drinking, a day didnt pass without me drinking a little bit every day until it consumed me again. I drank for 2 more years before I was able to stop again.
Now, I will never have to wonder about that subject anymore.
