Congrats on your New Life. I have to admit, away from my normal forum, that I do not nurture my recovery. If truth, I beat my recovery regularly. Yes, I understand the consequences for my actions could be, well, terrible, but when my recovery gets out of line, I whoop the hell out of it, send it to it's room and refuse to give it dinner. I do not recommend this pattern of behavior to anyone, but you see I am completely powerless in this regard.
