maybe ....
so....... today is a new day ... an with it bring so many more new challenges .... i still no not what i am doing here .... but ....last nite after one ov the meetings... someone reached out to me .... just a few words ......but the hand was extended ..... last nite i was down .......i felt lost an i had nothing to look forward too ... this morning i awake ..... an the world is a better place ..altho ....nothing has changed really .......... i still used this morning ..... wen ...really i felt better before i used .......... ............ how stupid is that ....... maybe it is i who is a little stupid or simple maybe ....u see .... i see the help for ppl with a drink problem ........... i dont see the help for a junkie ....... maybe its becos i dont want to see the help for me .................................................. .................................................. ..................................... maybe !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!