Day 6 clean. Ankles are still swelling, but I do have like 80 extra frikkin pounds on me and I am as unhealthy as all old hell right now still working full time and going to school. Does anyone else have experience with this swelling business?
I realized something else today. The pills were my crutch to get through the busy schedule I made for myself. I graduate this December hopefully, depending on whether or not the remaining courses I need for my licencing and diploma are offered in the terms I need them to be.
I have made a promise to myself today that if I find my schedule too busy, my sobriety is more important to me than graduating 6 months earlier could ever be. I will tone down the schedule.