Astro

Maybe, but you have awareness, and from what I've been told and tend to believe, awareness is the key to the rest of my recovery. If I'm aware of something, I can take action to correct or modify the behavior.

I'm a procrastinator. Why do today what I can put out off until tomorrow?. But people who know me and observe me would disagree. They see a guy who's constantly in motion, getting things done because I can't stand having stuff hanging over my head. But there are some pretty big things I've been blowing off or putting aside because I don't feel like I have the time to focus on making those decisions. Ordering airline tickets for our summer vacation, planning a wedding and setting the date, deciding what to do with our old house, etc.

It's a mindset for me, I try to keep a mental list going of the big tasks and get them done one at a time. Thankfully, I got my taxes done last weekend. When I sit down and kick my feet up for too long, something's wrong, it's time for me to get centered again and get my goals in motion.

Good post matt