Sweetheart, darling, love of my life...
You know we talked about this. They all need their space to understand and deal.
When all of my sh!t went down, I insisted my partner not tell anyone. Consequently, he had no-one to talk to. How unfair was I?
We're not in any position to be throwing around phrases like "never forgive"...especially since we seek the forgiveness of others, however undeserved at this point.
I know all of this is a "moo" point right now as you appear to have settled.
Talk soon...