Clearly, I should not have shared my current issue with you. I am not a "paranoid" person. I am a stressed person who was abused as a child and by my ex husband, so when confronted by other issues I become distressed. Those of you who see stress as paranoia are probably past drug users and shouldn't be on this forum. Here, family members and friends of users are supposed to be able to connect and relate in order to get through their circumstances. I am embarassed by you and your accusations. You do not know me, my level of education, what I have done in my life, and who I am. I have merely shared my issues here with you because it is supposed to be a safe place to just vent and express safely. However, you have shown your other side by believing mere human emotion during stress is the same as a drug side effect which so many center their lives around for years or forever.
I am a normal person. I become upset by issues. I express the emotions instead of using drugs.
Enjoy. After your ridiculous words, I will never be back here.