detox cant happen soon enough. I am really depressed about being sick and tired everyday. Im trying to keep the drinking to a minimum, but it really isnt working once I have one iots basically all over. I shake so bad in the AM and feel so sick i have to drink. I wanted to try and detox here, but Pat wont let me too scared something is going to happen to me. Seizure etc... Going to another meeting tonight hoping it will go better than last night.