I'm sorry Nalla, keep your head up, and try to understand were the people that love you are coming from. As addicts we destroy their faith and trust in us, it takes time to build that back up if every. Understanding why they feel the way they do is a big part of recovery. Listen to the "talk" from your parents, it's their turn sweety.
And as far as the husband, I know it hurts but I 2nd what Amy just said
BTW, I remember thinking "I can't take this anymore", too. I had a choice...keep using and pile on MORE consequences (mine had already included jail time) or deal with the stuff and move forward.
Hugs,
Lynn