Thanks Trish. Yea I tend to get stuck in the negative. I came out of my shell opened up and im feeling a little better. The funk stems from fear I am sure. I need to focus on the one day at a time consciousness. Im driving myself crazy the way Im going now. Not to mention the people around me. Ive been processing the meeting and I know the problem wasnt the meetine itself, I just shut doan when I got there and then it was all over. I got really angry went back to being that person I havent been in awhile. That attitude when I was drugging came right back and I guess it scared me.
Tomorrow is another day so Im just trying to chill for now.