Nalla - you CAN do it!!
I've just woken up and I immediately thought about you. How did your evening and night go?
What Amy and Bvaljalo said makes a lot of sense. You have already gotten so far, it would only make it a lot harder doing a second time around.
However YOU is YOU, and only you can decide.
Much love as always. I'm here for you if you need to talk.
Ingrid