Who are you calling ugly lol!
Only joking but thats a bit how I am at the moment, it doesn't matter if someone looks at me wrong, looks at me right or doesn't look at me at all, I am going to read something into it!
I am so far from ready to start opening old wounds which would upset both myself and the other person involved.
If I have done someone massively wrong that person either left my life (and I don't blame them) or we worked something out.
Picking at scabs is not always a healthy thing to do.
The only difference I can make to the (very) few people left in my life is to get on with it and not to do it again!