Long before I started drinking wine (2 yrs ago) I used to drink gin and tonic. But for whatever reason I never had more than two. Now that I've quit drinking wine I don't drink gin and tonic either because I don't want to drink at all. If you are an alcoholic you won't be able to moderate or stick to a 'schedule', and if you do manage to moderate and stick to a drinking schedule, you may find yourself thinking about drinking a lot. That would indicate you have a problem also, the constant thinking about it.
Give it up entirely for 30 days. See how that goes.
Welcome to a great place for support!:ghug3