Your attitude, not your aptitude, will determine your altitude
Join Date: Dec 2006
Location: Oxnard (The Nard), CA, USA.
Posts: 13,955
Good topic TryingSoHard. I tried to make amends to my family and they didn't want to hear no apologies and stuff. They said: just stay sober/clean because I'm rather pleasant, polite and friendly to be around that way. As for my friends...well they kinda had the mind set if something was done drunk or high an amend the next day would set things right. Yea I let a lot go the next day and I'm talking having my car stolen and wrecked kinda stuff too. I guess that beings me to the 'door mat' I was high or not. No brash high-fluting alpha male egotist me. As for the rest...I do the next right thing, practice some tolerance and understanding...and letting go...lots and lots of letting go, especially the past.
"There is no past that we can bring back by longing for it. There is only an eternally new now that builds and creates itself out of the best as the past withdraws."
-Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe