Hi Naive
I'm so glad that you are taking the steps to get some time away from the chaos. It must be so difficult having to "babysit" someone to make sure they don't set the house on fire. I agree with GL, we are worried for your safety.
I think that 4-6 weeks will be a wonderful period for you to get out and experience what "normal" feels like -- to be able to sleep peacefully, to NOT BABYSIT anymore.
Please keep us posted -- we're thinking about you
Laurie