When I look back on some of the most difficult times where I absolutely had to trust God and let go, I am thankful that I did.
I had to watch a husband deteriorate due to drugs.
A son whom I had to turn away. Can you imagine turning your own child away? He was drinking and drugging and had lost everything already.
My llife was in chaos having to deal with them.
I was exhausted all the time. I lived in fear of what would happen to them.
To make this short, one day I just laid it at the feet of God.
I had to, or I would surely be as crazy if not worse than them.
Here it is a few years later and son is in college doing well.
If I hadn't let him fall all the way down, he would still be somewhere in limbo.
I have peace now. I won't let anyone take that away from me with their crazy lifestyle.
Hold on. Don't give up. Remember it's their choice, not ours.