I think that the comments from Prodigal, AGO, Barbara, Freedom and Anvilhead have said it all. Your bf is hooked on booze and feeling hard done by, while you are hooked on "saving" him from the nasties. Sorry dearie, but as an enabler to 2 drinkers for over 45 years, I see you are not a helper but an enabler. Get off the treadmill as it doesn't get you anywhere, solves nothing, helps nobody and only makes you tired out and dizzy.