Thanks everyone.
To clear something up..I'm a woman as well. So that changes the dynamic. I would like to be seduced too, but it seems coming home to pajama bottoms and a video game is about as hot as it gets in our house. It doesn't help that I used to only have sex when I was drunk.
I wrote to a counselor today to get an appointment. I have to much **** floating around my head not to talk about it with someone where I can be blunt and don't have to frame everything with their feelings in mind. There are just so many questions with M's death and the meaning of it all and blah blah blah.
I hope they can see me soon.
Thanks Everyone
SFM