Originally Posted by
bearfeet 
I have succesfully 'talked myself out of it' in the past but I know it's only a matter of time and I'll hate myself afterwards. I'm wondering if i can bar it somehow through my phone company????
x
It's worth a try..
Give them a call and see..
But there are always ways you can contact him if the urge takes you over and you don't quell it. Like an A.. they will find a way to get their fix.. and if you tried hard you could get your fix too.
When I get an urge to talk to my A and to engage with him in a way I know will only cause me hurt, I do something else instead until the 'craving' goes. I open up my laptop and just pour it all out to a blank word document. Is there anything you can do when that feeling comes?