Ok really.. I wanna know what the avatar was!
And welcome! I stopped carrying cash, which was my easy ticket to booze on my way home from work, I couldn't purchase on credit/debit/checks etc, luckily. Maybe make sure there's nothing you will *need* on your way home each day and leave the access to money at home? Putting one extra roadblock between you and the Chevron might help a little bit! You'll have to go home either way, and once there, maybe you'll just stay in and come chat with us!
Welcome here, it's a great place to hang out