I know I MUST find myself again, yet each day is terrifying. I have let myself go over the last 2 years, there's so much I have to get back....physicaly, mentally and emotionally.
As scary as this prospect may be, please know that once you reclaim your life, once you get to know yourself and what YOUR hopes and dreams may be...your life will be so much better, regardless of how it unfolds with you ah.
It isn't easy to start over financially, emotionally and physically. But it IS a new start and can be as beautiful as you choose to make it.
I hear courage in your voice that you may not hear yourself yet, and I have a feeling that you will make out just fine.
Hugs