Thank you for your reply.
I'm feeling a bit lost right now.....like I've lost my best friend, but I suppose I didn't have him to begin with.
I'm second guessing myself for having given him an ultimatum....but I didn't really say I was never coming back
I said I would be here....all I needed was him to tell me he wanted to quit and put some effort towards it.
Thats it.
I guess deep down I know he will never change because there is no reason for him to do so.....his mom, bless her unknowing heart, has made it very easy for him not to.
Now the problem is going to be me being strong enough to not give in and go back to him simply because I miss him and to not tell myself that him doing it every 3 months isn't that bad.....
already the mind chatter begins...
It sucks knowing your not even worth an effort...
I know....
suck it up and be a big girl things could be worse....
but this hurts..
I want to help him, not lose him
and I know it's not up to me...